"I'm not bad i'm just drawn that way....."
So today i feel really shitty. i guess because of fucking Rita. Last night i Hung out with Andrew on the way home i wanted to pass by riverdale and my mom's old apartment after that. so i was going to take riverdale dr. turns out i can't because riverdale is a temp. national guard base. and is restricted. so i had to turn around. the guy didnt even care that it was 12 o'clock in the morning when i was driving around site seeing. i dont know what over came me last night. i just wanted to see the city. go 'xplorin'. today i woke up around 1:56 and went back to sleep. i guess the fact rita has been here all day i couldnt bare to watch any Tv or hear anything about it. my body just shut itself down. i don't blame it. im tired of it too. my dad just put the news on. thats my cue to go back to sleep.