And now what?

May 30, 2005 10:20

Cuz i dont want waste another moment saying things we were never meant to say and I take it just a little bit and i hold my breathe and count to ten i've been waiting for a chance to let you in, if i just breathe air will fill the space between.

::Michelle Branch - Breathe::

Wow it feels like its been such a long time since i've written. I dont even know where to begin. I guess i can start by I GRADUATED! WoooHo! haha i kinda always knew it was coming but i didnt know it was gonna be so soon! Its awesome and im excited for this so called future! But i dunno i have so much on my mind right now everywhere from wondering if im gonna see some people again to leaving to peru. Im so freaking scared and excited for it!

Anyway to backtrack some... My graduation was the 21st. It went by pretty fast then we came to my house and then changed and got ready for project graduation. I stayed till about 2:30 ish and then i left and forfeited. Crystal was the only one from metairie that got to come :( but still it was super cool!! 
 Wednesday after graduation it was the All AMerican Rejects concert. That was probably the most fun i have ever had at a concert haha! It was super crazy and i got hit in the fast by some foot and i almost lost my shoes but it was all ok. It was me kelly daniel allie abby and jeremy that got there early and then we met up with crystal and whitney. we also saw some nhs people there after a while. After the concert ended we went on bourbon walked around.. daniel got some drinks and then we walked around some more until we spilt up cuz me and kelly wanted to do something. So me and kelly got into the Cat's meow which wasnt that great cuz freakin nasty old man were like telling us to go up there and sing and we were like no THANKS !haha  then we were thinking of utopia but cover was 10 dollars so we were like fuck no! haha and then we left. Kelly dropped me off home and daniel allie abby and jeremy all slept over.

After that last week was pretty much an all pack week! My room right now is completely bare of all pictures and accessories. The only things that are left is the furniture and the comforters.  It was freakin sad to pack all my shit. I freakin love my house and having to leave was sad but whatever we are only renting it out so i can always visit haha.

So yesturday was kinda crazy i got to talk to blake on the phone for like ever. I mustve stayed up for awhile but we kinda got everything out of our systems ive only seen him once since he got in town its always like that.. he comes in town and i leave.. but im gonna try to see him again before he leaves and right before i leave. I also talked to seth last night. We only talked for an hour because he had to leave but its weird i think im so mean to him. I dunno sometimes i  think i get to upset or just hold random things against him... well im not very happy with him cause last night he hung up on me but whatever. Its strange cuz we have good days and our bad days .. lately ive been really cranky cuz well WHO WOULDNT BE in my position.. im freakin leaving this entire summer to a country i havent been to since i was three and im stressing cuz i dont know exactly when im gonna be back and everything but who knows! ANYWAYS i hope everything works out for the better... AND MY favorite saying has to work with this ::: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON :::

Right now im in Bama and im only coming back for a few days to Louisiana to get the rest of my stuff and celebrate katleen birthday. Im gonna be there from june 5th to june 8th so not very long. I get to go to pensacola before i leave which  is a plus then after that i come back here to bama and leave for PERU on june 12th. SCARY!!!  Im not even sure when im coming back but for everyone who i havent talked to in a wihle... GET ONLINE if you wnana talk to me this summer thats pretty much my communication.  And when i come back i wont have my cellphone number anymore but im gonna be at Claudias house number! Oh yeah and my house phone number isnt gonna be mine anymore either so if you need my number call me before i leave ill give ya claudias and some peru number i have.

Well right now im kinda tired of typing but hopefully if the computer at moms house is fast ill be able to update my journal and keep it in touch! Well im gonna go now but ill try writing in here again before i leave but incase i dont... ILL MISS EVERYONE!

<3
Jenn

P.S. Look at my newly updated pictures on www.picturetrail.com/hujen
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