over yet not happy
the party is over but i'm not happy as i expected myself to be.
things didnt go very well right from the start. i was just too strong headed and insisted i should go ahead with it still.
now, i can only say i deserve it. all the money, time and effort spent isnt worth much. disappointment says it all.
many of them just backed out very last minute, giving me all the excuses that anyone can think of.
i am not angry about what happened, i'm just upset. and this just goes to show true these people are.
in front of those who came for party, of cos i'll say i enjoyed myself and i had a blast.
i want them to know that i really appreciate their time and effort in attending my party.
but i wasnt happy at all. words cant describe how i feel. because i also have no idea what i am feeling now.
conclusion is just i dont feel good at all. spent so much money, effort and time on this.
but i ended up with disappointment and unhappiness. no point seriously.
things didnt go very well right from the start. i was just too strong headed and insisted i should go ahead with it still.
now, i can only say i deserve it. all the money, time and effort spent isnt worth much. disappointment says it all.
many of them just backed out very last minute, giving me all the excuses that anyone can think of.
i am not angry about what happened, i'm just upset. and this just goes to show true these people are.
in front of those who came for party, of cos i'll say i enjoyed myself and i had a blast.
i want them to know that i really appreciate their time and effort in attending my party.
but i wasnt happy at all. words cant describe how i feel. because i also have no idea what i am feeling now.
conclusion is just i dont feel good at all. spent so much money, effort and time on this.
but i ended up with disappointment and unhappiness. no point seriously.