Worst Valentine's Day Ever!
my husband and i arent talking from back when i posted the "SEX" entry. he is being horrible to me and all i can do is cry. 2 days ago, i was watching tv in the living room since i cant watch it in the bedroom (i lost my glasses so i wouldnt be able to see). well he came home, sat at the computer (same room as the tv) and started blasting music and video games to over hear the tv. i asked him nicely 3 times to turn it down. he TOLD me, not asked me, to go in the room and watch in there. i explained that i dont have my glasses and thats why ive been out here for the past few days. he turned it up louder and i asked him one more time and he said "i answered you already". i was so hurt that he could be acting like this towards me. this morning is very depressing since i know we wont be together so ive been crying non-stop. i went into the bathroom to go and i saw my butterfly candle on the floor. i started looking for the porcelain base it stands on and i found it broken in the garbage can. he couldnt wake me up to tell me he broke it and left the butterfly candle laying on the floor like my things mean nothing. im going crazy cuz i love this man but im hurting more than being loved.
*cheryl lynn*
*cheryl lynn*