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I haven't written in a while..but I guess thats cuz my life isn't so interesting anymore..lol...anyways, this Christmas is really going to suck. I have like no money and I'm not even done Christmas shopping..I know my dumb ass should've started sooner and then everything woulda been okay but I didn't and now I'm kicking myself for it. I've only gotten John a few stupid things, my mom 1 thing, 1 thing for Alex and Savannah and Emily. I still need to buy 1 more thing for my mom (cuz its her birthday), Katie, 1 more thing for Alex, a few things for John and probably Stacey too...hopefully my check this week will be decent. I'm looking for another job too because as much as I love working from home, I need a job that I have to get up in the morning and go to. I'm getting really, really lazy and I DON'T like it. I never used to be this bad. But on a better note..I started talking to my dad and Debbie again. Drunken christmas parties really do help!! I'm not getting them anything for christmas, and hopefully they understand, I have no money!!! Ugh, I hate being pooooooooor!! Oh well, I love Laura and she loves me and that makes me not be so sad!!