May 03, 2005 16:40
Ok so I have the best boyfriend in this world<3 Hes means so very much to me.
So today was the worst day of my life, well besides the day I found out that my mom had cancer.
But this is bad. But right now all I can do is take a deep breath and breath. Tell myself
that everything is going to be ok. It will all work out. That it is just a wake up call.
But we also have to think about the what ifs, and maybes. As much as I would rather not do that...I have to. That this can cause a heartbreak, but I will be there every step of they way...This I can promise. That no matter what you will be ok.
So Friday isn't coming fast enough but now I want Thursday to come...Not for the best reason. But that say just needs to come. Drama in school was over...Till last night. So this week has basically been put out after today. Ugh I love the summer and I can't wait for it to come.
My chicka I can't wait till Friday!!! God we are going to have a blast. The Blast From The Past. We can tan on Saturday because it is going to be warm. We should go for a nice lonnng walk down town. Are something, we always seem to find something to do. Are we can go for another ride. Aww Hun I love yeah and we are EqUaL!!!
But I am kinda disappointed in something, But right now isnt the best time to worry about that. Right now My main focus is my baby and thats about it.