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Its funny how things always fall apart... As i lay here and think about the past two years of my life i realize how sad i've been for most of it. I feel in love with the one person i knew from the start i could never have, but yet i got him... just to make things worse i lost him so long ago yet he still will stay there. Why is it that all i can do is cry yet ive known for so long and yet i wish i felt differently... i wish i was okay with all of it... What is it that makes me like this why do i even care. Love is the worst feel yet the best feeling one will ever experiences, but when its a murtal feeling its 10 times better. the sad thing is that i really believed that he did yet now he says he never did. what went wrong why cant he do relationships why cant i just except it with no question and walk away why cant he just explain why wont he talk to me about anything...
the tears wont stop coming and the thoughts arent so great yet all i can think is i wish he loved me back at least maybe not to much but alittle would feel better than none... even if he did at one point would feel better than knowing it was a lie...
the tears wont stop coming and the thoughts arent so great yet all i can think is i wish he loved me back at least maybe not to much but alittle would feel better than none... even if he did at one point would feel better than knowing it was a lie...