What hurts the most... Is being soo close.
I hate ballet, it makes me feel selfconcious and incopetent. I know im a fairly good dancer in everything but ballet (not to sound cocky or ne thing like that) Im in a level 5 class ( i beleive the highest is 6 not positive tho) and im 3 years behind everyone else!!! that could be considered a good accomplishment, but not when you dont know how to do the things, get lost in combinations and have horrible turnout, posture, and releive. Sigh, why did i stop ballet 3 years ago, i lost everything i had in it (or could have had) it sucks, now i have to start all over again from the begining... i have made a resolution to start stretching everyday to improve my turnout and do ab workouts to improve my core strength and posture. hopefully i will get better.. im not expecting too much cuz yeah its ballet and it has never been my strong aspect of dance, but still they say ballet is the heart of dancing it holds everything else together, thats the only reason i am doing it, to hopefully get better at my other dancing that i actually like!!! okay... well now that i got that out of my system.. uh thats all i really had to talk about for today... cuz it was boring. again!!!!
~Later
~Later