sorry if this offends you but its the truth.
lately i've been thinking alot about friendship. and i've come down to realize i have a few so called best friends. the ones who are there when its convienent and when something life changing happens. its not that we arent close its just there are different circumstances like distance even if its just a school away or distance as in we've grown apart but still consider each other best friends. the ones who are there for your birthday or a monumental achievement. theres always those friends you cant believe you were friends with because they annoy the shit out of you, the ones you just wanna slap and shutup and tell them they are annoying. then theres the best friends who are there for a while and you grow apart even though you may not want to. they stick around for a while and are there when the time is right but they all of a sudden know nothing about your life. then theres those best friends that you thought it would be a real long friendship then things get weird and you all of a sudden practically hate each other and go at each others throats like its a competition. then theres those best friends where you cant remember what happened to them. when did it end? when did we grow apart? then theres those best friends that arent really best firends but they know every single freaking detail about your life and all the gossip you "aren't sopposed to tell". they dont consider you their best friend and you dont even barely hang out with them but in your mind you know thats the definition of a best friend. they wont tell your depest secrets. then theres those best friends who are really just a friend but they know alot about you and hang out sometimes. but then.. theres the best friend that even though she goes to a different school, the girl i havent talked to in person in over a month. the girl who NEVER forgets to IM me and ask how my day is.. every day. the girl who doesnt know my whole life story but knows alot. the girl who i know will be there for me when they'd rather be elsewhere. while the rest of the other "best friends" mentioned wouldnt. each and every scenario is a person in my life, yet i bet each of you mentioned has no idea who they are.