wowww.
Well, i know i haven't written in a while.
just alot going on.
working 4 days a week.
and it all being 10 hour shifts.
i'm trying to get in 40 hours a week.
without being there ALL THE TIME.
i fucking hate tacobell.
like i like some of the people,
and the job is so laid back.
but shit, i fucking hate it sometimes.
and well, when i'm off.
i'm always with brenna.
i love that girl, she's amazing.
i feel the best freind thing coming back.
we're so close, i can talk to her about
anything, and i love it.
I haven't really talked to Justina lately.
idk why, just somethings going on in my life.
i haven't really talked to anyone.
my heart is so like, blah
i feel like sometimes it's going to explode.
sometimes it feels like it's ripping out.
and well, right now, it feels like it's being ripped out.
There is a certain guy that i like, and well.
he has a girlfriend, but he tells me
that he cares about me, and he thinks about me.
and he really likes me.
but he won't just end it with his girlfriend.
AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH!?!??!?!?!
ahhh.
seriously, i dont know what to do.
i just want to get a better job.
get myself a car.
and move the FUCK out of this town.
i don't care right now if i stay in texas.
i just don't want to be in cove anymore.
i'm dreading it day by day now.
i just want to start making good money.
saving it up till march of 2008 comes around.
so i can go see my bestie.
and maybe.
just fucking maybe.,
he'll be mine.
*sigh*
fuck,
just alot going on.
working 4 days a week.
and it all being 10 hour shifts.
i'm trying to get in 40 hours a week.
without being there ALL THE TIME.
i fucking hate tacobell.
like i like some of the people,
and the job is so laid back.
but shit, i fucking hate it sometimes.
and well, when i'm off.
i'm always with brenna.
i love that girl, she's amazing.
i feel the best freind thing coming back.
we're so close, i can talk to her about
anything, and i love it.
I haven't really talked to Justina lately.
idk why, just somethings going on in my life.
i haven't really talked to anyone.
my heart is so like, blah
i feel like sometimes it's going to explode.
sometimes it feels like it's ripping out.
and well, right now, it feels like it's being ripped out.
There is a certain guy that i like, and well.
he has a girlfriend, but he tells me
that he cares about me, and he thinks about me.
and he really likes me.
but he won't just end it with his girlfriend.
AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH!?!??!?!?!
ahhh.
seriously, i dont know what to do.
i just want to get a better job.
get myself a car.
and move the FUCK out of this town.
i don't care right now if i stay in texas.
i just don't want to be in cove anymore.
i'm dreading it day by day now.
i just want to start making good money.
saving it up till march of 2008 comes around.
so i can go see my bestie.
and maybe.
just fucking maybe.,
he'll be mine.
*sigh*
fuck,