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What i don't get is why, after all that i did for her and how good I was to her, does she think of me as she would Keith or Daniel. After all the time, and effort, and money I put into making her happy now she just hates me. We had so many wonderful times together but she doesn't remember any of those all she can see is my faults. Either that or it's worse and she does remember and she just doesn't care how good i was to her she just wants to hate me. All i know for sure is it really sucks when someone who used to love you holds nothing but hatred in their heart for you.
I could be wrong maybe she does still care. Maybe she thinks this will help me get my life in order, that i need to not have the distractions of a girlfriend? Maybe she doesn't want to see me because deep down somewhere she really does still love me but she's trying to do what's best for me, and when she sees me she misses me.
I don't know. These are just my morning rants. Just some kinda stream of consciousness type thing.
I could be wrong maybe she does still care. Maybe she thinks this will help me get my life in order, that i need to not have the distractions of a girlfriend? Maybe she doesn't want to see me because deep down somewhere she really does still love me but she's trying to do what's best for me, and when she sees me she misses me.
I don't know. These are just my morning rants. Just some kinda stream of consciousness type thing.