I'm an idiot.
This all started because i got up to late on our anniversary. She didn't want to wait for me so she hung out with brynn. I was angry about that. Then we had a break that didn't work cause we couldn't stay away from each other. Then she said to me, "i'm not happy," and at that point what i should have said was, "I'm sorry. What can i do to make you happy." then she would have told me and i should have done it, and i would have done it, and i still will if she wants. But, like the fucking idiot i am, i said, "okay, Lets break up." WHAT THE FUCK KENNY YOU FUCKING MORON, YOU HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD AND YOU SAID, "OKAY, LETS BREAK UP?" SHE LOVED YOU, YOU FOOL. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
At this moment i would do anything if it meant getting her back, i love her, and i miss her. I hope one day for the chance to fix this, but, if i don't get it then i will forever remember this time in my life as the time when i made the hugest mistake anyone has ever made.
However i must accept the fact that i screwed up, and, at least for the moment, she doesn't want me back.
At this moment i would do anything if it meant getting her back, i love her, and i miss her. I hope one day for the chance to fix this, but, if i don't get it then i will forever remember this time in my life as the time when i made the hugest mistake anyone has ever made.
However i must accept the fact that i screwed up, and, at least for the moment, she doesn't want me back.