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Ok so I had the best weekend ever.
Thursday-
-didn't make Village or Village Women(been practicing all summer fer it too.)
-sent home 2hrs early from wrk
-arrived in RedNeck Central
Best part of my weekend: getting lost trying to find the camp ground in the dark using 1/4tank of gas on one street that was like 2.5 miles long maybe... passing a street called Flying Bridge
Friday-
-Tentions were high at the Fitzpatrick camper... ppl were just so aggrivated
-Swam in contaminated chemical water that looked yellow
-Met 3 very creepy individuals who thought I was looking fer 13-14 yr old boys (cause u kno Im not 16 er nething)
Saturday-
-bought a board game at Miejers that I am terrible at.... 26.50 down the tube
-Eden yet again got her way concerning EVERYTHING!(she is such a spoiled BRAT! Extremely self-induldged)
-Missed my oppertunity to talk to the only boy with all his teeth and good looks in Michigan's HillyBill Capital Camp ground
And then there was the Awesomeness of 9/4/05
Sunday-
-woke up obsenely early to leave campt so I woun't be late to wrk @ 11 am... I was only like 2.5 hrs away
-got to work, punched in late, cause the supervisor was late.
-sent home 5.5hrs early casue the boss/manager didnt pay any attention to a word i had said let alone anything coming out of her own mouth.
-Walked from Lp to Farmington(ish) give or take a street until I found a ride home
-Coughed, sneezed, tripped, and slipped all night @ Cold Stone
-Aquired a 2nd Degree Burn on my fore-arm from the waffle iron because I was trying to show a trainee how to make a waffle cone.
-Bruised the bottom of my left foot tripping over the baby gate
-Midnight Prank call about some grl having a cruch on me fer a year and not having seen me, saying we should hang out and go to the movies... yeah it could have been funny if they weren't so blatenly poking fun. Not the greatest timing in the world either.
And to make all of these days seem just so much better Then there was Tuesday... a Lovely day
all I have to say is ick~
I HATE walking alone in the hallways at school
I Hate arriving to classes early cause Idk who I'd talk to...
I am sick of being single
I am sick of being pushed around
I am sick of never being good enough
I am sick of stupid work... anywhere...
I am sick of scheduling and everything being blamed on me cause you know its always my fault!
God, Seriouly what is it?
Im sick of feeling like i have no friends because they have all moved on with their lives and have made new friends... I guess Im just a bad person cause that seems to be the one thing I can't do
Im tired of feeling like a loser
I hate being taken advantage of
I wish just once I could be the cute girl with the awesome personality everyone loves.
ICK Im so DONE!
Look Im sorry fer a long post its all just stuff thats bottled up... if you are a friend or not Im sorry if something may have offended you. Any of you who know me well know that I Care what ppl think and yes most of you have told me I shouldnt... but you know what I do and this is me... so My appologies to all those who haven't accepted who I am and the things I have done. If i have hurt you, you know id do anything in my power to take it back, but you know what I can't... though I will always regret it.
Thursday-
-didn't make Village or Village Women(been practicing all summer fer it too.)
-sent home 2hrs early from wrk
-arrived in RedNeck Central
Best part of my weekend: getting lost trying to find the camp ground in the dark using 1/4tank of gas on one street that was like 2.5 miles long maybe... passing a street called Flying Bridge
Friday-
-Tentions were high at the Fitzpatrick camper... ppl were just so aggrivated
-Swam in contaminated chemical water that looked yellow
-Met 3 very creepy individuals who thought I was looking fer 13-14 yr old boys (cause u kno Im not 16 er nething)
Saturday-
-bought a board game at Miejers that I am terrible at.... 26.50 down the tube
-Eden yet again got her way concerning EVERYTHING!(she is such a spoiled BRAT! Extremely self-induldged)
-Missed my oppertunity to talk to the only boy with all his teeth and good looks in Michigan's HillyBill Capital Camp ground
And then there was the Awesomeness of 9/4/05
Sunday-
-woke up obsenely early to leave campt so I woun't be late to wrk @ 11 am... I was only like 2.5 hrs away
-got to work, punched in late, cause the supervisor was late.
-sent home 5.5hrs early casue the boss/manager didnt pay any attention to a word i had said let alone anything coming out of her own mouth.
-Walked from Lp to Farmington(ish) give or take a street until I found a ride home
-Coughed, sneezed, tripped, and slipped all night @ Cold Stone
-Aquired a 2nd Degree Burn on my fore-arm from the waffle iron because I was trying to show a trainee how to make a waffle cone.
-Bruised the bottom of my left foot tripping over the baby gate
-Midnight Prank call about some grl having a cruch on me fer a year and not having seen me, saying we should hang out and go to the movies... yeah it could have been funny if they weren't so blatenly poking fun. Not the greatest timing in the world either.
And to make all of these days seem just so much better Then there was Tuesday... a Lovely day
all I have to say is ick~
I HATE walking alone in the hallways at school
I Hate arriving to classes early cause Idk who I'd talk to...
I am sick of being single
I am sick of being pushed around
I am sick of never being good enough
I am sick of stupid work... anywhere...
I am sick of scheduling and everything being blamed on me cause you know its always my fault!
God, Seriouly what is it?
Im sick of feeling like i have no friends because they have all moved on with their lives and have made new friends... I guess Im just a bad person cause that seems to be the one thing I can't do
Im tired of feeling like a loser
I hate being taken advantage of
I wish just once I could be the cute girl with the awesome personality everyone loves.
ICK Im so DONE!
Look Im sorry fer a long post its all just stuff thats bottled up... if you are a friend or not Im sorry if something may have offended you. Any of you who know me well know that I Care what ppl think and yes most of you have told me I shouldnt... but you know what I do and this is me... so My appologies to all those who haven't accepted who I am and the things I have done. If i have hurt you, you know id do anything in my power to take it back, but you know what I can't... though I will always regret it.