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well um .. this week is kind of indescribable I guess you could say? Monday was kinda horrible .. started with being late to school and just snowballed from there. stressful to say the least. but then tuesday was a great day .. I dont even really remember why. I just remember I was really in a good mood that day. espicially at kickboxing ha. Wednesday was busy and long because it was international night .. morning went well. massucci dropped the F bomb which was amazing because .. well its Massucci. gotta love the lady though .. how can you not? Meghan did my hair after I went and picked up my food from my grams. It took quite a while but it looked so good .. thanks megs :) I have a picture of it .. I'll put it in later. the show went well .. Im really sick of the play "Cinderella" but it was a fun time and I'll miss it Im sure. Tim was a good partner :) I was a bit disappointed that someone wasnt there .. and I really didnt understand it at the time .. but oh well. its in the past .. and the night turned out good. Thursday I had play after school till about 4 and then had to go back at 630. Im excited for these dances .. the show is going to turn out really good I believe. everyone better come :) Had quite the conversation/experience when I got home. Cried a lot that night .. and Friday at school. oh my goodness thank you to everyone who helped. haha thank you to becky garbutt for making me fudge and lindsay for delivering it :) the garbutts spoil me ;) .. I just had a real hard day .. Massucci even had to take me out in the hall for a bit to talk. goodness I love that woman :) .. Friday night was better though. went to panara with meghan aaron and kristine then to the hockey and basketball games with the girls. got killed in both .. but thats alright. then ended up at kellys with a bunch of people. I had fun just hanging out for the night. thanks guys .. espicially meghan who is an expert at keeping my mind of things ;) haha .. and by the way kristine .. way to be a criminal ;) haha. Saturday woke up and bummed around till work at 430. that was a weird night thats for sure .. but Im getting to know the people I work with really well and I like it. :) I had a really good talk with this kid I work with named Steve .. we've got a little bet actually =P today went to church at 7 for 830 mass and sang in the choir. then got my hair cut .. and its so short! Oh my goodness its short! Im still deciding about my feelings on that one. we'll see. then to my cousins birthday .. and my family makes me laugh without fail everytime. :) tonight maybe hanging out with mike? dunno yet .. late start tomorrow so thats nice. have a good week loves <3
Im having kind of a hard time of things right now .. and its hard to explain why. because my feelings on it change a lot .. so Im real confused about a lot of stuff right now. thanks to everyone thats been so understanding because I really appreciate it. but no one can replace friends .. it just isnt that same.