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[hugs_not_drugs]

oh these past few days have been the hardest of my life.. i dont know what i would do without jayk.. i just miss him, i cant bare too handle this anymore.. the pain, and sadness... i just want too hug him and hold him, and love him, and have him be all mine... this is such torture.. please please, come back. i cant breath without you...

heheh... :)

hows that for updating..??

JAYK!! I MISS YOU, BABY!

and you know that, without reading my journal.. hehe..

i love you.