Theres way to much behind this smile that i can never show...

[hugs_and_kissez]

thats it...im just gunna pretend it doesnt bother me anymore, and pretend that nothing gets to me about it.

so neways...the new color!! bwahah it makes me feel so rebellious. i love it. i found the tootsie rolls 2day...my mom thinks she can hide them...but those tootsies can run....but they cant hideeee :D yummy. i hate this part of the year so much. theres like...nuthing to do. not that i wish i had loads of hw but now i get so bored b/c theres nuthing on tv either. wens graduation..in like a week? hmmm who knows. i already graduated according to me...which prob isnt the best thing but ooooooooooooooo well. theres rly nuthing to write. i was supposed to go out 2 dinner but then my brother has to say we should go out on sunday and not tonight. stupid man hes a stupid stupid man....so maybs ill get marios caser salad :D the usual dinner on thursdays. i could live off of it. i should write and ode to marios caser slad one day...well i think im gunna. i wrote these 2 kick ass poems yesterday omg theyre amazing but no1 will appreciate them. :( well im out

xoxo
mer
<3 <3 <3