Nov 12, 2007 00:06
i wouldn't even know where to start..who is still here and reading my journal if i ever write in it. its been so long...but i think it might be helpful.
right now i feel like all my problems would be solved if i just had a little bit more money. (i know..gross) but you know..really when you think about it, i guess that could mean that my problems arent that bad. sure i sleep on a cot that is always dirty because it lives on the floor. and my clothes live in old milk crates. and i owe people money. and i feel guilty if i buy razors (but not for buying popcorn at the movies...) screwy.
i feel some resentment towards my mom for quitting her job. wow..havent really said that out loud yet. but...my parents were helping me. and now they cant so much. i should apply for a loan. really, being a poor college student is hard. i dont live an extravagant lifestyle.
oh..one day i will have the means to support myself. can we please not destroy the world before i can make my dreams come true...
hey a yawn...maybe i should try sleep.