its my party and ill cry if i want to
so my birthday is tomorrow.... that sucks.... cuz i just know im gonna be in a bad mood. neat, huh. thought so.
so i went to the party at buddy's last night. i had a terrible time i guess u could say. but thanks to everyone who sung happy birthday to me. and buddy, thanks for the cider. pretty much what i got out of it was an allergic reaction to cigarette smoke, a bad mood, tears, a birthday hat, and sparkling cider. its not necessarily anyones fault... somethings wrong with me, im very irritable and pissed off, at what.... who knows. but i dont like this feeling. im sorry to anyone i was rude, mean, or not my usual nice self to last night... i feel bad about how i was acting. maybe i wasnt being as rude as i think i was... my mood was just (and still is) so bad, i feel like a terrible person. im always apprehensive about going to those things, maybe i just shouldnt from now on... but i think it was just a weird night last night, i dunno. ok i guess im rambling now. bye.
so i went to the party at buddy's last night. i had a terrible time i guess u could say. but thanks to everyone who sung happy birthday to me. and buddy, thanks for the cider. pretty much what i got out of it was an allergic reaction to cigarette smoke, a bad mood, tears, a birthday hat, and sparkling cider. its not necessarily anyones fault... somethings wrong with me, im very irritable and pissed off, at what.... who knows. but i dont like this feeling. im sorry to anyone i was rude, mean, or not my usual nice self to last night... i feel bad about how i was acting. maybe i wasnt being as rude as i think i was... my mood was just (and still is) so bad, i feel like a terrible person. im always apprehensive about going to those things, maybe i just shouldnt from now on... but i think it was just a weird night last night, i dunno. ok i guess im rambling now. bye.