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agh, i riting this 4 a second time.its not gonna b as long now.damn it. ugh.ok, so yea.we kept looking at each other alot 2day.and he kissed my hand 2day.lyk 5 times.and he held it 2.i think he thinks as mad at him, but i wasnt, i was just kidding, but he knew that, and then he kept taking my hand.he confuzzles me.i thought i didnt lyk him anymore.i hadnt anyways.but wen he kissed my hand i had 2 fight an urge 2 makeout w/him.idk.lots of thoughts keep going thru my head, other than that, and trying 2 settle my feelings bout him, 2 kno wat they r 4 sure.i guess hes more lyk, sum1 i'd go out w/if he asked me, and just b friends w/if not.anyways.i still dont kno if i should go 2 the party.im gonna talk 2 nat wen she comes home.u kno, i ont feel lyk riting anymore rite now.i had more b4.grrrr.i'll rite more later.ther r 2 mant thoughts in my head, i dont even kno wat all of them r.i havent gotten lyk this in a loooooonnnngggg time.i hate it.