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well today I went to three dog parks, such fun! Had to say goodbye to Toby for the last time, he moves away in 8 days :( Winston is at grandmas for the night and my parents are both working tonight, which is weird. That is rare. Good thing the office is on, so I have something to look foward to. Next thurs though, is gonna be hell! Literally. For all office fans alike.... oy.
I was thisclose to giving up on everything animal related. Then I went to a emergency training session with a family I helped get a dog. They were literally gonna give it back that night. I stayed a long time and it turned out, the man said to me, that I was extrememly calm and he noticed how well the dog acted around me and was so impressed with my calmness. It shocked me. I have been so bitchy, frustrated and angry lately. I could not believe someone would see that in me. So I felt like I was a big help then.
I talked my parents into giving me til next weekend to rehome Gus. I decided to take him to the no kill animal walk next Sat and put a "Adopt me" vest on him. Hope someone will be interested. I have applied for alot of jobs.... some locally and some out of MN. I just need something. If I don't find something soon, I am gonna likely go to a short term film school program and try for my other love. My idea I had that I was uber excited about seemed promising then just up and died. So that suks.
I feel like at my age, I should not still be deciding what to do with my life, but rather doing it. What the hell have I been doing all these years? So annoying. I am realizing unless I move for work or school, I am stuck here, I can't afford shit on my own esp with 2 dogs. My dream trip seems to far away since I need this $ from Winston's mom to help pay for it. She is dicking around. I have to go though or I will just give up on everything. Its all I have making me go forward these days.
I really miss Texas. I have cried about it alot lately. I don't like MN, and feel like I will always be stuck here. Well, hopefully Easter is good for everyone. We do nothing for it. Thats about it for todays randomness.
I was thisclose to giving up on everything animal related. Then I went to a emergency training session with a family I helped get a dog. They were literally gonna give it back that night. I stayed a long time and it turned out, the man said to me, that I was extrememly calm and he noticed how well the dog acted around me and was so impressed with my calmness. It shocked me. I have been so bitchy, frustrated and angry lately. I could not believe someone would see that in me. So I felt like I was a big help then.
I talked my parents into giving me til next weekend to rehome Gus. I decided to take him to the no kill animal walk next Sat and put a "Adopt me" vest on him. Hope someone will be interested. I have applied for alot of jobs.... some locally and some out of MN. I just need something. If I don't find something soon, I am gonna likely go to a short term film school program and try for my other love. My idea I had that I was uber excited about seemed promising then just up and died. So that suks.
I feel like at my age, I should not still be deciding what to do with my life, but rather doing it. What the hell have I been doing all these years? So annoying. I am realizing unless I move for work or school, I am stuck here, I can't afford shit on my own esp with 2 dogs. My dream trip seems to far away since I need this $ from Winston's mom to help pay for it. She is dicking around. I have to go though or I will just give up on everything. Its all I have making me go forward these days.
I really miss Texas. I have cried about it alot lately. I don't like MN, and feel like I will always be stuck here. Well, hopefully Easter is good for everyone. We do nothing for it. Thats about it for todays randomness.