Lately my news
I'm beginning to see people differently lately. My perspective has changed on almost everything. my attitude is different, my life is changing, i dont know where its going... i only hope its for the better...
a friend lost, a friend gained
a truth hidden, a truth revealed
i'm losing my faith, i dont know where to turn.
i'm going through too much, too fast... my life's spinning out of control
i miss my friends... i miss chaps... i miss dustin...
i miss having little to no cares; not caring what people think
Coward, now what you see is what you
get, a fucking liar, you fucking liar
you wanted sympathy I'll give you apathy
couldn't be upfront you made a fool of me
Played me for a friend straight faced til the
end gave my trust respect and in return you
shoved a knife in my back
Anger, is all thats left inside of me your
reflection, pure deception, truth and
consequence you don't get push come to shove
you're full of shit
Played me for a friend straight faced til the
end gave my trust respect and in return you
shoved a knife in my back
Betrayed - thats what I get for trusting you
Sucked in - not the first to but the lies
Remorse - emotions you have never felt
Traitor - you only reap what you soe
Grow up, I think it's time you act your age
not adolecent be independent you wanna hang
a lie around my neck and leave eyes wide
open who the fuck did you deceive
Played me for a friend straight faced til the
end gave my trust respect and in return you
shoved a knife in my back
I feel like my friends have abandoned me... some of them at least... i introduce them to a friend, now they all like hate me and hang out with that friend, and not me... i wish i could fix things... every time i think about it i feel like crying... i go wrong with everything i try to do... i dont want a perfect life, i dont want perfect friendships, i just want to be happy... I want to be friends with them all again... i messed up, but is that enough to throw away a friendship? thats how it seems, but i really hope it isnt...