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So he's angry at me because I won't have sex with him. He says after 4 years he deserves it. I say after 4 years I deserve to be married. The 2 come hand in hand, not one then the other. Too bad. He knew it from the start so why he's bitching I don't know. If i do it with him I'll do it with any other guy, and that is not how I am going to live my life. I will not be like other girls who meet a guy, have sex and move on. It's not me, it's not who I will ever be. If he can't live with that reality tough. Maybe it means I will never find a guy. Ohwell. Any guy who couldn't wait for me isn't worth it. No guy is worth giving yourself up to unless he is willing to give something in return. Maybe this will tear us apart, so be it. If it does, we weren't strong enough to see out a life together anyhow.