Jan 15, 2009 23:50
such a strange day..... yesterday i looked in the mirrior and was horrified at what i saw, it made me feel down depressed and downright crap....
this morning i wake up feeling great for no logical reason, so i got up scrubbed up, and tied back my hair ready for work... never tied up my hair before, no idea why i did it today.... none the less i went to work and did a rather mundane job which would normally get me down, however i spent the day quietly humming to myself... odd....
i get home have a shower and tell mum not to bother cooking today, i will order in a treat, i ordered chicken tikka massala and it was yummy...
randomly i decided to see what was on at cinima tomorrow, even tho i have never been to cinema on my own mainly because i dont like doing anything on my own, tho i was speciacally curious about 'Twilight' and 'The day the earth stood still'....
realised then that 'The day the earth stood still' was not on tomorrow and the last showing was at 8:20 pm tonight, it was already 7pm by now.... i randomly glanced at bus time table a realised they was 1 bus that could get me there on time, but it left in just 10 mins....
normally i would just tell myself f-it i wait for the DVD... today i grabed my shoes socks and coat as fast as i could and i was out the door and on that bus....
I got my ticket and had 20min to kill, so i went across road for drink in pub, felt odd standing there alone, uncomfortable, but i text a few friends to pass the time....
I never seen the film before, or the film it was based on, never read the book and i had no idea of the plot... but the basical moral of the story is people must change before we destroy ourselves... this sank in quite deep in my mind at this moment, this day for me was big day, a very different day, and i felt good.....
film ended i walk to bus station but no busses, s i walk to taxi rank, however when i got there i just kept walking no idea why, it was cold night but kinda refeshing, but its a good hour and 30 min walk and most of its uphill, i guess a par of me was just not ready to rush back to my plain mundane routine...
but as i walked home they was something else that caught my eye that amused me greatly, it was a very simple bilboard in one of the buss stops, its message was very clear and very significant to me at this very given moment, the message simply said..... "Can you walk it?..... Change 4 Life"
Its almost like the world around me is trying to send me a message and make in sink in.... too many conincidences for one day alone!