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well i want to get back into actually using lj again.so well lets see a years worth of shit in a nut shell. dated a guy asshole of course went through a lot of shit he has a kid now not with me thank god, lots of drama with mal, john , ashley ect. met a new guy he is/was amazing not sure yet we arent together now but idk what the feature brings as of the moment i dont care i would rather find someone new but my heart isnt ready for that so what can i do. Ray died on march 17,2007 i miss him so much nothing i can really do about that either. such is life john is moving back home soon im happy n not at the same time. i have noticed i have a lot of mixed feelings about everything lately i cant even tell if want to eat or not anymore im extermly indisisve at the moment. idk i miss talking to alot of ppl n some i dont mind not seeing or talking but thats kinda a years worth of crap in a nut shell with out it being like 30 pgs long