Sep 12, 2004 00:53
While sitting here thinking about things I figured out alot of things.. There was a time when it didn't matter. Well now it does matter and I am not going to take this shit anymore. I am done and I don't give a fuck who likes it.
I have tried to do what I thought was best and it isn't nor has i ever been good enough for NO ONE. I am shit and so are my kids and I am tired of it. Nothing they do is good enough for anyone and my world revolves around them. No they aren't perfect and that's fine they don't have to be. I guess what I am trying to say that everytime I say something or do something instead of people asking me they assume things that aren't the case. I see where I stand and that's fine. I have asked for nothing and I don't care if I ever get anything anymore I am tired of being told what I can and can't do. It's a free world and I have been there for you both and now I really don't think or feel like I can do anything more and I can't take the hurt no more.
So I will not be posting anything any more..
Like I said I am done
lknow I will always love you both but I will not be hurt no more
tina