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The pills, they are so tempting now, in their small child-proof bottle. But, we all know that I am not a child anymore. I have grown into someone new. Someone who is poor in thoughts and lacks all the needed words. I seem to always lose that one last piece of the puzzle and such a tragedy it is.
I think it was seventh grade, when it all changed I mean. A new school, a new perspective on life. But it wasn't an improvement, more of a setback it seems to be. After those nights in Junior High, I lost myself. And you lost me too. I'm not sure that you ever had me to begin with but the thought was comforting. I'd rather have someone than no one at all.
The other night I decided that I needed to make some revisions on how I live my life, on the choices I make. I realize now that things always end up the way they should be and in the end everything works out. Years from now on the streets of the city, I hope that you recognize me and wave, or at least smile. For then it would be proof that not everything in this life has been a waste.
I'm going to straighten a few more things out before this life of mine is over. Whatever my destiny may be, I hope that somehow you're included. You have changed my life in so many ways and it would such a shame for me to lose the one good thing I ever had -- you.
I think it was seventh grade, when it all changed I mean. A new school, a new perspective on life. But it wasn't an improvement, more of a setback it seems to be. After those nights in Junior High, I lost myself. And you lost me too. I'm not sure that you ever had me to begin with but the thought was comforting. I'd rather have someone than no one at all.
The other night I decided that I needed to make some revisions on how I live my life, on the choices I make. I realize now that things always end up the way they should be and in the end everything works out. Years from now on the streets of the city, I hope that you recognize me and wave, or at least smile. For then it would be proof that not everything in this life has been a waste.
I'm going to straighten a few more things out before this life of mine is over. Whatever my destiny may be, I hope that somehow you're included. You have changed my life in so many ways and it would such a shame for me to lose the one good thing I ever had -- you.