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Hello again.
Since last entry i have found 3 new flatmates (raad being one of them) and i have applied for baxters hostel in palmy.
Life:
Well its been a while since i sent off my application for accommodation and i still have had nothing back. it's exactly 3 weeks till i need to move and i don't know where i'm moving to. Ahhh. i have everything but accommodation and employment sorted. it still hasn't sunk in that i'm leaving yet.
Family:
Mum is away for the weekend so i'm looking after her house and cat which is good so i can get away from Raad for a few days (u'll see why below). I had a nice chat with my sister today on the phone too.
Relationship:
Now i really didn't want to live with raad, he tried to tell me we'd be fine. i only let him move in because i couldn't afford the rent well anyways since christmas or before Raad and i haven't stopped fighting. i can't stand living with him. our sleeping patterns are completely different and our interests are like oil and water. he has no idea about how do do stuff around the house or anything for that matter. he knows exactly what i want him to do but he just wont do it. i've been so frustrated with him the past few weeks that it got so bad tonight and i broke up with him. not sure how it's going to work but i'm serious. i can't stand him any longer.
Work:
-sigh- well i should be getting a shitload of money from work soon, well i hope at least. had a bad night the other night. had to pour my heart out and wait for it to be stepped on... funnily enough it was just picked up, dusted off and handed back to me nicely in tact. well done. ( man i don't know if that will make sense next time i read this) well yeah work is fine.
sorry for being emo / hateful. i promise to be in a better mood next post.
Bye bye.
Since last entry i have found 3 new flatmates (raad being one of them) and i have applied for baxters hostel in palmy.
Life:
Well its been a while since i sent off my application for accommodation and i still have had nothing back. it's exactly 3 weeks till i need to move and i don't know where i'm moving to. Ahhh. i have everything but accommodation and employment sorted. it still hasn't sunk in that i'm leaving yet.
Family:
Mum is away for the weekend so i'm looking after her house and cat which is good so i can get away from Raad for a few days (u'll see why below). I had a nice chat with my sister today on the phone too.
Relationship:
Now i really didn't want to live with raad, he tried to tell me we'd be fine. i only let him move in because i couldn't afford the rent well anyways since christmas or before Raad and i haven't stopped fighting. i can't stand living with him. our sleeping patterns are completely different and our interests are like oil and water. he has no idea about how do do stuff around the house or anything for that matter. he knows exactly what i want him to do but he just wont do it. i've been so frustrated with him the past few weeks that it got so bad tonight and i broke up with him. not sure how it's going to work but i'm serious. i can't stand him any longer.
Work:
-sigh- well i should be getting a shitload of money from work soon, well i hope at least. had a bad night the other night. had to pour my heart out and wait for it to be stepped on... funnily enough it was just picked up, dusted off and handed back to me nicely in tact. well done. ( man i don't know if that will make sense next time i read this) well yeah work is fine.
sorry for being emo / hateful. i promise to be in a better mood next post.
Bye bye.