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heya....thought i'd upd8 during the week this time...then my entry mite not be as long. well lets hope. well so far this week's been rubbish. lotsa things that make me just want to burt out with anger or burst out with tears. i'm like so annoyd it makes me want to cry. like..so annoyed it hurts?
i no this may seem attention seeking etc etc but if u think that then i would advise u not to read anymore. there is no point in reading this and thinkin " gawd...she's just lookin for attetion" becoz to be honest...i can't be botherd. im not looking for attention (just to clarify that).
i have been toking to min and she no's how i feel. she's apologised(even thought she didn't have to :S! lol) and it's not maybe y u think. it's just the thought that really scares me. i no it may seem sad to ppl who r reading this and know wot i'm going on about here but i actually cried. i don't want any1 to feel responsible for me crying becoz it's no1's fault, just me. (just to clarify that too).
i want to apologise to alan becoz i have bored him out of his skull about other things that have kind of upset me. * sorry alan*
also to make sure that every1 know's that just becoz i'm sad etc doesn't mean i'm not here for u's if u need to tok to me or just need a friend.
all i really want is a hug. nothing more...nothing less. i don't know y...it just makes everything seem a whole lot better. i got a hug off of min and i thank her :)
and i will thank any1 in advance that gives me a hug. and do not feel u have to give me one just becoz u read this.
thank's for listening to complete and utter shite that i have been toking about
c ya l8r
elly xx