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I just got stood up! lol...I think I had plans with Carrie, but I can't get a hold of her...now it's getting kinda late for her to come over and play guitar with me.
Her plan was for me to teach her how to sing and play at the same time...apparently that's difficult? I don't find it hard, but she seems to think it's impossible! How the fuck do you teach someone how to do something that should come naturally?
If she wanted to learn how to ride a horse, I could do that with my eyes closed, but I barely know how to play guitar myself, so how can I teach her?
This brings up another important issue...Horses. I think it's time that I start riding again. I'm implementing measures to achieve this goal in the next few years *fingers crossed*. Horses are a very significant part of who I am, and I've been away for far too long...
I think that I am emotionally strong enough to face it now. A lot of healing has happened over the last few years and I realize it will be hard at first, but it's something that I have to do in order to be Amanda again.
Her plan was for me to teach her how to sing and play at the same time...apparently that's difficult? I don't find it hard, but she seems to think it's impossible! How the fuck do you teach someone how to do something that should come naturally?
If she wanted to learn how to ride a horse, I could do that with my eyes closed, but I barely know how to play guitar myself, so how can I teach her?
This brings up another important issue...Horses. I think it's time that I start riding again. I'm implementing measures to achieve this goal in the next few years *fingers crossed*. Horses are a very significant part of who I am, and I've been away for far too long...
I think that I am emotionally strong enough to face it now. A lot of healing has happened over the last few years and I realize it will be hard at first, but it's something that I have to do in order to be Amanda again.