Dec 07, 2005 21:22
cant really type right now.. to busty balling my eyes out.
but the truth is that i still have feelings for you. not
enough to want you back, but just enough for it to hurt.
and I hate how we dont talk for days but then you
all of a sudden talk to me as if nothing happened
&& i slowly start falling for you all over again and
i promised myself i would say goodbye. but here
i am, still saying i love you with my whole heart.
but you have to realize,when you start to miss me
remember that u let me go for her wanted love
that made you as miserable as i am, sitting here
writting this in my own words and expressing
the way i feel about you and how i always will.
but everytime I see you, I always say oh, I have
moved on. but everytime you look at me & smile
I end up saying wow. its so hard to pretend
gotta go so i can tyr to catch my breath enought to stop crying.