It's been so long since I've updated this...
I really do miss writing journal entries all the time. But I'm so busy now.
Yeah so....college is fun. I have a best friend that won't screw me over and this makes me glad. I'm also dating a really nice guy. He's so smart and has great taste in music and movies. Not to mention he's really cute. He's making me really happy.
I changed my vocal performance major to a minor, and that has made me so happy. I think my singing actually improved. You have no idea how stressful it was to be majoring in that especially since I HATE opera. So now, I'll be a CPA and actually have a job when I graduate! Swell!
I pledged a sorority, Gamma Phi Beta. I really like it.
Oh yeah! I've been seeing a lot of bands live lately....in the last month or so I've seen Of Montreal, Ben Kweller and Gomez, Lucinda Williams, and......THE SHINS! Yeah they were sooooooo unbelievably good live. Yeah.
I have my own radio show now, but I haven't gotten to do it in a while because the station has been down for a couple of weeks and then before that I went to concerts. BUT my show is normally on Monday nights at 9pm central time. You can listen online at kpni.smu.edu. It was really scary the first couple of times but I've loosened up a lot and I think it's really fun now.
Even though I'm getting really ready for the summer, I'm gonna miss Dallas. Grandview is SO boring compared to Dallas. And you have to drive so far away just to get anywhere there. But I really need a nice long break. Hopefully I can work a lot to try to build up some money in my account. Yeah that would be good. Since I'm not doing summer school this summer I want to work a lot to stay busy.
I'm on a big health kick now. It's good that I'm eating healthier, but I don't think I'll ever lose weight. I'm eating healthy and working out, but it just doesn't seem to be working. And I refuse to buy a swimsuit until I'm satisfied enough with my body to make it a fun experience. So I don't know when that will be happening. It's weird for me to have feelings like this because I've never felt this bad about my body. I think it's just hard going to SMU because there are all these really skinny blonde girls who look perfect all the time. And yeah I've gained a little weight, but I really shouldn't feel bad about my body. Not to mention that the guy I'm dating has a perfect body because he plays soccer. He's also 4 years older and sometimes I wonder why he wants to date me. He knows so much more than me and he's actually out in the world and such. I guess I shouldn't really question it too much, and just be happy that he wants to date me even though I'm not in shape and I don't like sushi and I don't know about a lot of the stuff he's interested in(business and finance). But I ate foie gras! I ate foie gras because he made it for me. And it was ok - the texture kinda freaked me out....and the fact that foie gras is duck liver might have freaked me out just a tad as well. I hope he never makes it again because I managed to eat it once but I don't know if I could again.
I got a shirt custom made - and YES you should be jealous.
Yeah so....college is fun. I have a best friend that won't screw me over and this makes me glad. I'm also dating a really nice guy. He's so smart and has great taste in music and movies. Not to mention he's really cute. He's making me really happy.
I changed my vocal performance major to a minor, and that has made me so happy. I think my singing actually improved. You have no idea how stressful it was to be majoring in that especially since I HATE opera. So now, I'll be a CPA and actually have a job when I graduate! Swell!
I pledged a sorority, Gamma Phi Beta. I really like it.
Oh yeah! I've been seeing a lot of bands live lately....in the last month or so I've seen Of Montreal, Ben Kweller and Gomez, Lucinda Williams, and......THE SHINS! Yeah they were sooooooo unbelievably good live. Yeah.
I have my own radio show now, but I haven't gotten to do it in a while because the station has been down for a couple of weeks and then before that I went to concerts. BUT my show is normally on Monday nights at 9pm central time. You can listen online at kpni.smu.edu. It was really scary the first couple of times but I've loosened up a lot and I think it's really fun now.
Even though I'm getting really ready for the summer, I'm gonna miss Dallas. Grandview is SO boring compared to Dallas. And you have to drive so far away just to get anywhere there. But I really need a nice long break. Hopefully I can work a lot to try to build up some money in my account. Yeah that would be good. Since I'm not doing summer school this summer I want to work a lot to stay busy.
I'm on a big health kick now. It's good that I'm eating healthier, but I don't think I'll ever lose weight. I'm eating healthy and working out, but it just doesn't seem to be working. And I refuse to buy a swimsuit until I'm satisfied enough with my body to make it a fun experience. So I don't know when that will be happening. It's weird for me to have feelings like this because I've never felt this bad about my body. I think it's just hard going to SMU because there are all these really skinny blonde girls who look perfect all the time. And yeah I've gained a little weight, but I really shouldn't feel bad about my body. Not to mention that the guy I'm dating has a perfect body because he plays soccer. He's also 4 years older and sometimes I wonder why he wants to date me. He knows so much more than me and he's actually out in the world and such. I guess I shouldn't really question it too much, and just be happy that he wants to date me even though I'm not in shape and I don't like sushi and I don't know about a lot of the stuff he's interested in(business and finance). But I ate foie gras! I ate foie gras because he made it for me. And it was ok - the texture kinda freaked me out....and the fact that foie gras is duck liver might have freaked me out just a tad as well. I hope he never makes it again because I managed to eat it once but I don't know if I could again.
I got a shirt custom made - and YES you should be jealous.