abandon ship now.
to get up and walk away, would be too easy.
i hate how i think i've made up my mind on a situation but i always end up changing. i can never tell what's for the best. i feel like a terrible friend for a lot of reasons. and i would so just love to give up, but i am NOT GOING TO. i'm going to stick this thing out. and things are going to get better. not just for me, that's not all i'm concerned about. i don't like hurting the feelings of people i care about, but somehow i always do. i let some people down, and whether they know it or not, i can't stop thinking about it. i just want resolution and peace for these people. it hurts me so much too look at them and know that they are trying to put on a face to look happy, when inside they are really upset. it's going to work out, though. i just know it.
on a good note, i got my Bonnaroo ticket yesterday. and that's seriously going to affect my senioritis in a negative way.