My Destiny [#1]
Title : My Destiny
Author: HappyKimJae!
Editor: Jin Joo
Rating: NC 15
Pairing: HoSu/JaeChun , YoonJae(?) , YooSu
Author's Note: I hope you all can enjoy this fic. This is co-written with Jin Joo [hwaiting_yg]. Pls leave comments~
Editor's Comments: We bring you Chapter One.
Summary: Life has always been running smoothly for Yunho.
One of Korea's best dancers and singers, he's in a duet group with Junsu.
Being a couple for 3 years, Yunho believed life would always be fine with Junsu by his side.
One day, Junsu had a sudden change of heart, leaving Yunho heartbroken.
But then, Jaejoong comes along and he might be the one thing that can get Junsu off Yunho's mind.
That's when Junsu finally realizes his world and his destiny are changing.
Will it be a cliched happy ending for the pair or will Yunho make a new life with Jaejoong?
[ #1]
"Shut up!" I yell. My eyes are moist, tears just sitting at the outer edges of my eyes.
My hand shakes. My body shivers.
"I don't want to end like this," I continue. "We have too many happy memories together."
I can feel those half-cried tears trickling down my cheeks.
"Yes, but," his voice is rigid, his eyes ice-cold, icy enough to make others freeze at the mere sight.
His voice... It isn't the sweet, gentle, high voice I hear often. It is bitter, cold and low.
His eyes are wide, his hands placed stiffly against his side.
"We are still partners, Yunho. Don't overreact. We'll still dance and sing. It's just that," he looked me icily in the eye."I'm not yours any longer."
"I don't get it and I won't. For three long, hard years, we've always been together. Sweethearts. Lovers. A couple. Have they not been reality but merely the fragments of a dream?" my voice is breaking. I cannot keep up like this.
"Correction. Had. I cannot love you anymore and you know it."
Yes, I know it. We need a time machine.
A time machine to bring us back to the past year.
The most wonderful and beautiful times were etched in it.
When we were finally awarded the KBM [Korea's Best Musicians] award.
The sobbing, the tears, the warm embraces , the motivating smiles.
It came to a pause in my memories.
I don't want to forget them. But Junsu's forcing me to.
*2 years ago*
"Now, here comes the first award to awarded..."
The MC paused expectantly, creating tension in the hearts of every music artiste and groups.
My heart thumped loudly. Junsu clutched my hand tightly, sweat pouring down the sides of his face.
"Damned MC." muttered Junsu. "Delaying it when he knows very well we're about to die from the suspense."
"Bloody." I muttered back.
"Congratulations, Tvxq's Jung Yunho and Kim Junsu! Winning awards for their title song, "Monochrome"; one of the top hits after "Antagonism"! 'Monochrome', their second album is a mixture of ballads and dance songs! Not to forget their huge popularity with the teens, they are hot property because of their smooth vocals and incredible dance calibre. Let's applaud!!" the MC announced.
The fans screamed at the top of their lungs as we went up the stage to collect the award.
"Eh... Thanks to everyone, the fans, I love you all!" I spoke, stimulating loud cheers from the fans." Thanks to our producer, Park Jae Hoon, Lee Eun Ho, our manager ,Kim Jae Joong, chief composer of our album and for being our vocal teacher. Thanks to our BlackHour Dance Team! We will always do our best and thank you for your support!"
We went back to the make-up room to prepare for our encore, "Monochrome".
Junsu tugged at my sleeve and whispered an barely audible ,"Thank you."
I smiled warmly and prompted him to speak more.
"Thank you, Yunnie for always being there for me and helping me win the awards together."
"Well, we ought to thank your brother, Jaejoong later. He composed the songs for us."
He smiled, his eyes turning into watery half-moons.
Back at the apartment, we lay in each other's arms.
He mumbled incoherently and I grinned at his sweet, innocent face while he slept.
I will always remember that expression of his.
*End memory*
Because you are my destiny, my everything...
I want to keep you inside my heart so that I won't lose you forever.
But it was impossible.
All finished.
I cannot even hold my microphone.
I cannot move my legs to dance.
I cannot get my voice to work as I held the microphone to my lips.
I could only breathe a breath full of tears seeped deep within.
If I did something wrong, Junnie ah, please forgive me.
I am so sorry that I am worthless without you....
Author: HappyKimJae!
Editor: Jin Joo
Rating: NC 15
Pairing: HoSu/JaeChun , YoonJae(?) , YooSu
Author's Note: I hope you all can enjoy this fic. This is co-written with Jin Joo [hwaiting_yg]. Pls leave comments~
Editor's Comments: We bring you Chapter One.
Summary: Life has always been running smoothly for Yunho.
One of Korea's best dancers and singers, he's in a duet group with Junsu.
Being a couple for 3 years, Yunho believed life would always be fine with Junsu by his side.
One day, Junsu had a sudden change of heart, leaving Yunho heartbroken.
But then, Jaejoong comes along and he might be the one thing that can get Junsu off Yunho's mind.
That's when Junsu finally realizes his world and his destiny are changing.
Will it be a cliched happy ending for the pair or will Yunho make a new life with Jaejoong?
[ #1]
"Shut up!" I yell. My eyes are moist, tears just sitting at the outer edges of my eyes.
My hand shakes. My body shivers.
"I don't want to end like this," I continue. "We have too many happy memories together."
I can feel those half-cried tears trickling down my cheeks.
"Yes, but," his voice is rigid, his eyes ice-cold, icy enough to make others freeze at the mere sight.
His voice... It isn't the sweet, gentle, high voice I hear often. It is bitter, cold and low.
His eyes are wide, his hands placed stiffly against his side.
"We are still partners, Yunho. Don't overreact. We'll still dance and sing. It's just that," he looked me icily in the eye."I'm not yours any longer."
"I don't get it and I won't. For three long, hard years, we've always been together. Sweethearts. Lovers. A couple. Have they not been reality but merely the fragments of a dream?" my voice is breaking. I cannot keep up like this.
"Correction. Had. I cannot love you anymore and you know it."
Yes, I know it. We need a time machine.
A time machine to bring us back to the past year.
The most wonderful and beautiful times were etched in it.
When we were finally awarded the KBM [Korea's Best Musicians] award.
The sobbing, the tears, the warm embraces , the motivating smiles.
It came to a pause in my memories.
I don't want to forget them. But Junsu's forcing me to.
*2 years ago*
"Now, here comes the first award to awarded..."
The MC paused expectantly, creating tension in the hearts of every music artiste and groups.
My heart thumped loudly. Junsu clutched my hand tightly, sweat pouring down the sides of his face.
"Damned MC." muttered Junsu. "Delaying it when he knows very well we're about to die from the suspense."
"Bloody." I muttered back.
"Congratulations, Tvxq's Jung Yunho and Kim Junsu! Winning awards for their title song, "Monochrome"; one of the top hits after "Antagonism"! 'Monochrome', their second album is a mixture of ballads and dance songs! Not to forget their huge popularity with the teens, they are hot property because of their smooth vocals and incredible dance calibre. Let's applaud!!" the MC announced.
The fans screamed at the top of their lungs as we went up the stage to collect the award.
"Eh... Thanks to everyone, the fans, I love you all!" I spoke, stimulating loud cheers from the fans." Thanks to our producer, Park Jae Hoon, Lee Eun Ho, our manager ,Kim Jae Joong, chief composer of our album and for being our vocal teacher. Thanks to our BlackHour Dance Team! We will always do our best and thank you for your support!"
We went back to the make-up room to prepare for our encore, "Monochrome".
Junsu tugged at my sleeve and whispered an barely audible ,"Thank you."
I smiled warmly and prompted him to speak more.
"Thank you, Yunnie for always being there for me and helping me win the awards together."
"Well, we ought to thank your brother, Jaejoong later. He composed the songs for us."
He smiled, his eyes turning into watery half-moons.
Back at the apartment, we lay in each other's arms.
He mumbled incoherently and I grinned at his sweet, innocent face while he slept.
I will always remember that expression of his.
*End memory*
Because you are my destiny, my everything...
I want to keep you inside my heart so that I won't lose you forever.
But it was impossible.
All finished.
I cannot even hold my microphone.
I cannot move my legs to dance.
I cannot get my voice to work as I held the microphone to my lips.
I could only breathe a breath full of tears seeped deep within.
If I did something wrong, Junnie ah, please forgive me.
I am so sorry that I am worthless without you....