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Title: Miss You
Author: realitywaiting (I hate my user name)
Word Count:1358
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: R-nc-17
A/N:I Bring you JaeMin! XD and yeah don't know where this came from but i seem to write this stuff in the middle of imprtant things I need to get done...and always at the worst of times, i've got a test tomorrow! well it's an easy one but still! I should really be sleeping right now!
The room was dark, cold, he found it hard to fall asleep left to his own thoughts in an empty bed. In an attempt to forget the loneliness he tried to sleep like he used to, sprawled out not a care for anyone else. But he couldn't it wasn't the same. He moved over to his side and stared at the empty space beside him wishing his lover was there to fill the void. He closed his eyes and wrapped the blanket tightly around himself and pulled Min's pillow toward him and just remembered. His scent, strong with an underlying softness. His arms wrapped around him keeping him warm, enclosed, safe. His heart ached in his chest He hated being away from Changmin. He realized he was being completely stupid it was only for a couple of days. His Min went home to his family, they hadn't been home for long time.
He sat up in his bed completely frustrated with himself and got up walking to his little kitchen for some water. Everyone was with their families. He would be except being the only boy in a family of almost too many girls to count, he had a small apartment paid for mostly by himself, the rest by his father. It was rather unnecessary considering that as a group they already had their own apartment. His father would hear nothing of it and handed him the keys. and that was that. He could tell there had been someone here keeping it clean and dust free. He would have to thank his family when he went to see them for dinner the next day. He smiled at the thought of his family, feeling slightly better he put his glass away, one look at the bed and he became depressed again. Deciding to just leave it be he gathered his things and went to the couch feeling ridiculous. He could just see Min giving him a self-satisfied smirk. He shook his head turned on some soft music and settled on the couch. He closed his eyes and tried to sleep again. It wasn't working. arm over his eyes he was pouting. It was all Changmin's fault for making him love him so much. He continued his line of thinking, Changmin this, Changmin that...it wasn't fair he could just imagine him sleeping soundly in his bed at home.
"You should be sleeping."
Jaejoong screamed at the top of his lungs grabbing the nearest solid object ready to hurl it at the intruder.
"WHOA! Hold it! Stop it's me!"
Regaining his bearings he opened his eyes, standing in front of him the very source of his insomnia.
"What are you...your supposed to be at home." Jaejoong said setting the now empty vase back on little coffee table, he honestly didn't remember being there the last time he had been back. Changmin just smiled and gathered Jaejoong in his arms.
"I couldn't sleep." Changmin responded pulling him closer and breathing in the scent of his lovers hair. Jaejoong laid a gentle peck on Min's neck and just smiled softly.
"I missed you, and you've been gone less than twelve hours!" Jaejoong said, slightly embarassed again. Changmin chuckled slightly.
"We make a good pair don't we?"
"Wait how did you get in here?" Jaejoong asked, Changmin's face suddenly became serious.
"You left the door unlocked!" Changmin was obviously not happy with his forgetfulness. "What would you have done if somebody else had come in?"
"You forgot already?" Jaejoong said refering to the vase that was now safely on the little table. Changmin's expression remained the same.
"It's not funny Jae, please be more careful." He said placing a soft kiss to his lips his hold tightening at the mere suggestion of anything happening to him, he moved forward a little more to deepen the kiss, his gently coaxing Jae's mouth open with his tongue. Jaejoong opened his mouth for him and moaned as they reacquainted themsleves with each other. Jae brought his arms around Min's neck pulling him closer and not wanting to let go. When they released each other they were breathless, every kiss stealing the air from their lungs. Jae nudged him sightly and they made their way to his room, exchanging light touches, a mere suggestion of what they wanted and needed from each other.
Thier clothes were lost around the room changmin fell back on the bed pull jaejoong with him groaning at the feeling of their bodies pressed together. Jae trailed kisses down Min's neck sucking lightly at that one spot that he knew drove him mad with want. His hand wandered downward over his chest, quickly followed by his mouth placing wet kisses over his chest over his abdomen, his finger purposely brushing over the sensitive skin of his inner hip. Changmin moaned as he felt the feather light touches of Jae's fingers over his erection, touching but not quite touching
"Jae! Please!" he begged, his breath coming out in harsh pants. he could feel the smirk along his skin as Jae trailed his tongue over his length tonguing the slit before suddenly taking Min completely into his mouth, taking pleasure in the sounds he was making each one making him want to take him now. He watched as Min grasped at the sheets trying to stop himself from thrusting upwards into his mouth. Jae hummed as he increased his pace his own length demanding attention with every noise falling from Min's lips.
"Jae!" he heard him gasp before he came in his mouth with a violent shudder and swallowed all that was offered to him. He moved up Min's body again kissing him roughly as he retrieved a small vile from underneath his pillow. Pulling away and letting him catch his breath he coated his fingers sliding one within Min's body without warning earning him a strangled moan once he relaxed it was quickly followed by another until Min couldn't stand it anymore. He coated his erection with the remaining oil and positioned himself beginning to move in slowly. Min being unable to wait any longer pulled Jae toward him forcing him forward, his eyes clenched shut as he tried to keep himself relaxed.
"oh god, Min!" Jaejoong gasped. "are you okay? why did you..." he was silenced with another hard kiss as Min held him in place. breathing harshly into the kiss Changmin rolled his hips slightly drawing a moans from them both letting Jae know he was okay as he began to move. Jae let him set the pace just feeling Changmin around him as they began to move together Jaejoong shifted slightly seeking out that one place within his young lover that would bring him over the edge. Changmin's breathless whimper let him know he found it as he continued to thrust into him hitting that one spot as Min writhed beneath him, he could feel himself loosing comtrol with each thrust but needed something more, not slowing his pace his took min's hand and guided him forward showing him what he wanted then moving his own hand to Min's neglected erection. He jerked forward suddenly when he felt Min's fingers penetrate him dry.
"Mmnnn...yeah like that...nnn Min!"
"oh god Jae harder!" Min begged as he worked tried to concentrate on working his fingers within Jae's body blindly searching for his prostate, Jae let out a keening moan when he found it concentrating on that spot he captured his mouth just as he came within him causing him to release between them. Thoroughly sated Jae collapsed on top of him, the final tremors shaking their bodies as they held each other. Min watched as his eyes drifted closed, he pouted as he disentangled their bodies. He noticed that the blanket that should have been on the bed was no where in sight. Too tired to move he pulled Jae closer already feeling the chill on his cooling body. He smiled down at his Jae knowing he'd wake up cold and shove him out of bed to gather the missing linens, but for now he'd settle in resting his head on the single pillow.
A/N take two: 1st post here! 3rd at _starcandy! sorry for the typos! grammar mistakes etc,,,it's rather late! hmmm i'm not liking how this turned out...not quite what had in mind exactly...i think...hmmmm ugh i need to sleep goodnight for now! feed back is loved!!!