No seriously... It hurts! It hurts really hard... I have invested this entire year to my obsession with House and Cuddy and right when I think that I as a fan would be rewarded, everything just falls apart... Well, not yet technically, but it won't be long till it happens... Only 4 days left...
Why the FUCK did Ausiello say that Huddy fans will be experiencing happiness, sadness and "I'll cut bitches!"-level of anger in the finale??? Not that I wasn't already prepared for something like this, but it just hits me hard. What the hell is going on?? Are the writers thriving on making people unhappy?? I don't get it! And I am not just referring to myself right now, but also to House and Cuddy as characters! They gave them a magnificent moment of truth in the last episode, which btw still infuriates me because the rest of the sex scene is still missing (GOD, I hope we get it in the finale... PLEASE!!!), a moment that they let their gurads down and revealed each in their own special way how much they mean to each other... God, that kissing scene still makes me get goose pumps. And I can't stop rewatching it! But I also cannot enjoy it, because of what it will cost to me... because those fucking bastards (tptb) are going to negate everything that happened on Monday with the usual excuse: House is House! Yeah, right!!! Like I didn't know! Did I ever say that House is the Pope? No! Of course House is House! And wtf does that mean, that he is going to be getting away with everything??? Nice, very nice... *cuts bitches already* Yeah I am majorly pissed...
And the other?? KUTNER back as one more hallucination???? Fuckin hell!!! ENOUGH with those! Seriously, ENOUGH!!! I want House back! Even if that means him being more bastard, I want him back! I can't handle him having hallucinations and schizophrenia or whatever it is that he has!! I can't! I wanna pout my head on a wall! I can't believe how much I am obsessed with this show... Having no RL may be a good factor... Blah!
My only hope is what Lisa E said on the finale interviews: that episode 24 is her favourite along with last year's finale. She is the only one that I trust and her opinion is gold! If she says that she loves this episode, then sth really great is going to happen... I hope...
Gah, I am not ok right now... Majorly depressed here... My ship likes the torture apparently... XD