you ungrateful piece of...
today i realized how ungrateful i have been for the past year. well this isn't the first time i've realized it but i guess it's because of the season that i've finally decided to come out on this-it's been way too long.
the other day my dad started talking about how sometimes when i get things-i didn't necessarily ask for them or anything-i tend to turn them down and then my opinion kinda screams out what i'm thinking to the whole world instead of justing accepting what i was given. i mean, i dunno, it's just me, it's my personality. i don't like to leave people thinking, i just tell them straight forward, no strings attached. i know that this isn't the best excuse and some of you probably think i'm being, well i dunno, but it's all i got.
i've decided that i woud start my new years resolution off on this. well actually i'm starting it now but you get the picture. i'm not going to be the "brat" that my so called brother thinks i'm living up to.
dont' think that i'm not enjoying the season with family and friends because of this because i'm not. the love that is in the air is just too much to let go of. plus, it snowed today. not enough to sit down and have coffee with but it's always a delight no matter how mother nature decides to send it.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!