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Finally back at home, at least until like January or something like that. My parent's obviously could give a shit less about me and that really sucks. They think that I want to get out of school there because I want to, "Fuck up my life". Do they realize that I want to go to a good school? It's not like I'm dropping out to go to fucking Suffolk Community. I can honestly say that I hate my parents. I wish I had good parents, that supported what I want to do. After this year I'm transfering and I'm making that my news years resolution. I've gotten applications to various colleges in NY and I'm going to transfer as soon I can. I'm done with Boston. I've made some friends but I'm sorry, I'm just sick of this shit. It's horrible because when you are living somewhere you think you hate it but when you leave you want to go back, ugh thats some stupid shit. I've hung out with all the Shirley/Mastic/Mastic Beach people (except Marissa, and I miss you!) but the S/M/MB drama is still around. I'm like god, I'm 19 years old I don't want this shit anymore, seriously. Well, thats it I'm gonna go out and try to live life to the fullest without getting myself into any trouble. I'll be back Boston but not for long....