ugh
so...we broke up like 3 days ago...were not even speaking. now i know what its like to feel lonely but id rather be lonely than not find trust in someone. It's really sad that even if he was telling the truth i would have had no idea because i never heard a word of truth come out of his mouth before. And saying things that you really dont mean when youre mad or upset is really not the way to win me back. Maybe we will be back together some day along the line but today we drifted farther apart and who knows if well ever speak again.
I am probably going to have a hard time falling asleep tonight since i napped from like 12:30 - about 4o'clock.
anyway on a less emotional note...this weekend should be fun Mark is coming to the island to spend the weekend, tomorrow i am doing something with Kristin...we dont know what were doing yet but I should drop off another Starbucks application that i have sitting on my desk here and look for other jobs that arent starbucks.. Friday im going to Greg's doorm at NYIT to hang out with Mark while Greg is doing his frat stuff...maybe ill pick him up and go somewhere cause gregs room smells and his roomate has work early in the morning or something...then were gonna hang out with kristin when she gets off work on friday. Then saturday i dont know what im doing yet but i am sure that it will include the same people.
I am probably going to have a hard time falling asleep tonight since i napped from like 12:30 - about 4o'clock.
anyway on a less emotional note...this weekend should be fun Mark is coming to the island to spend the weekend, tomorrow i am doing something with Kristin...we dont know what were doing yet but I should drop off another Starbucks application that i have sitting on my desk here and look for other jobs that arent starbucks.. Friday im going to Greg's doorm at NYIT to hang out with Mark while Greg is doing his frat stuff...maybe ill pick him up and go somewhere cause gregs room smells and his roomate has work early in the morning or something...then were gonna hang out with kristin when she gets off work on friday. Then saturday i dont know what im doing yet but i am sure that it will include the same people.