Jun 15, 2003 21:07
I don’t want to lose friendships over me being irritable ; this is becoming a routine for me and this is me coming to terms what I try not to speak of; I shouldn’t be allowed on this computer anymore it just gets me in hot water. I would be telling the truth when I say that this is my apology the few people whom its difficult for me to take advice from If you think I am happy I am far from it I am driving friends away. There's no way I can talk myself out of this one tonite
and there's no way that I can ever win with you.
…cant think of anymore to say.
“i'm asking you to smile because that's what i like best i need to be this far away from you to understand that i can do this you act like i don't know my own way home”