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CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bombed a test last week and it is going to keep me from getting an A- in the class and w/out that A- my psych G.P.A. wont be 3.5, it will be a 3.4 something and I need a 3.5 to apply for the honors psych program. WHY DIDN'T I STUDY HARDER? The class is not ridiculously hard or anything. I had a 91 going in the class before this test. Now it is an 86. I need and 88 on the test to even get a B . I really really wanted to be in that honors psych program. Because with that, and maybe a year abroad being a missionary, I thought I would get stand out from the other students applying for that scholarship to Duke. They only give it to 12 people a year. Now ill be the girl who graduated with barely a 3.5 in a regular program, and 3.5 is the cut off for applying for the scholarship. I will be at the bottom of those who applied. I felt that if I were in an honors psych major I would at least have an excuse for the gpa. Arg.............I am so irked with myself. Because I was too tired to study for one test I gave my future self $60,000 of debt. And yes, I know I'm being a bit dramatic, but in the mood so deal.
I bombed a test last week and it is going to keep me from getting an A- in the class and w/out that A- my psych G.P.A. wont be 3.5, it will be a 3.4 something and I need a 3.5 to apply for the honors psych program. WHY DIDN'T I STUDY HARDER? The class is not ridiculously hard or anything. I had a 91 going in the class before this test. Now it is an 86. I need and 88 on the test to even get a B . I really really wanted to be in that honors psych program. Because with that, and maybe a year abroad being a missionary, I thought I would get stand out from the other students applying for that scholarship to Duke. They only give it to 12 people a year. Now ill be the girl who graduated with barely a 3.5 in a regular program, and 3.5 is the cut off for applying for the scholarship. I will be at the bottom of those who applied. I felt that if I were in an honors psych major I would at least have an excuse for the gpa. Arg.............I am so irked with myself. Because I was too tired to study for one test I gave my future self $60,000 of debt. And yes, I know I'm being a bit dramatic, but in the mood so deal.