p a n i k
so today, i didn't do much of anything. i went out w/ davids mom+we went to some herbal store, and the doctor, and the grocery store, and i tried to get a job application, which would've hired me on the spot, but i'm 2 months away from being 16, so they told me to come back when i was, and i also have to get an invisible nose ring, blah. i'm bored, and completely broke, at least for the next few days until september's cash flows in. i am obsessed with these buttons (mushycat.com/buttons). they're so cute, and i am so obsessed that i picked out 81 of them. 13 are custom, and i picked some for david. i hope he likes them. i feel like going somewhere or doing something. i do not feel productive at all. i talked to my mom yesterday, and she said for my birthday she's getting me $150 worth of books. davids mom+me are going to see a lawyer next tuesday for guardianship, hopefully i'll start homeschooling shortly after. we might go to fairhope, al this weekend to see david's family. i don't know if i want to go, his grandma seems mean. hehe. xoxo.