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[htprincess07]

its been awhile since ive updated.ive found i love music even more than i thought i ever could.its so amazing how one song can pull you up from an awful experience or a bad day.i dont know what i would have done if i wouldnt have had music when me and daniel broke up.dont get me wrong i dont think that we were an awful experience in any way.i think certain parts my life the first month or two after we broke up were awful cause i was so upset.but im not gonna get stuck being upset anymore.ive done ok since around september.everything is ALOT better.believe me..i havent cried over me and him since then...well maybe twice but it wasnt cause i was upset about us.i was listening to a love song and well so on and so on...but anyway...me and my dad had a talk and he said if i saved up the money to get a tattoo then we would talk about it.so in about two weeks ill be talking about it cause i want one soooo bad..its kinda lame though.i have to work for my relatives cause i cant get a real job till band is over.hmmm...if anyone would like to go with me to get one it would be GREATLY appreciated cause im gonna be so nervous and yes i will be scared, that my little bro holding my hand just isnt gonna get it this time.he holds my hand when i get shots, my belly piercing, etc..he's kinda losing his touch though lol.

ciao,
~*ashley*~

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