Aug 16, 2005 17:19
well becky broke up with me she said it will never work out so once again i got my heart brokin i really did think she was the one but i guess i was wrong we were doing so good i was going over there on friday to see her i plan everthing i work all thoes hours so i can have money to go see her and she does this to me it kinda mean of her to do this to me my mom and my sisters were going to meet her and now i dont know what to tell them that we broke up my mom was wanting to meet her this sucks i dont know what to do. maybe becky was not ready to meet them but she sould had tould me and i would had understand im going to miss her i really did love her but what hurts the most she said that she dont want to talk to me anymore i dont know why we cant be friends i been calling her but she wont pick up i guess im not going to call her anymore im just going to move on. jessica called me today she been calling me but i never pick up but today i did cuz i know how it feels when someone wont pick up when u trying to talk to them and i know jessica really does cares about me and i care about her too im glad we are talkin again i really did miss her. well im going to lay down and maybe cry some more i dont feel good bye ppl