Booze, gambling and.... the meaning of life?
I'm got no sleep on Sat. literally no sleep. Poker was fun. Phil's drunk (actually not that drunk really) friends were nice and I didn't take advantage of any of them *sigh of relief*. Actually some of the time I swear I seemed more drunk than them. I won fifty cents! (go me) Most of us stayed up until the wee hours of the morning and did some mind bending internet puzzles... in the end it usually came down to me solving them. I left early (sorry phil for leaving your door unlocked) and walked to Mosman train station for breakfast to keep myself awake.
Math Tom came over to watch movies on Sun. and Kerry/my dad had a psycho at me... No one cared for the movies (they were just about the nature of human existence... you know, routine stuff, deathly boring) except me. I was so tired and just wanted to curl up in Tom's arms (almost anyone would do) but I was good and held myself back as per usual. He left and we promised to catch up soon.
Monday I went to Subi with Kate. The intention being we would have lunch, buy me a copy of the Tempest and go back to hers to do some work. Lunch was fine, we did that well enough. I couldn't find the Tempest anywhere so I bought two fabulous books instead: Urge by Gabriel Morresey (a fantastic sex book/guide/thingey I recommend it) and The Shadow of the Wind (Just great, amazing... full of wonders!). Kate bought a Cosmo so instead of working I read that... Still a productive day for relaxing.
Today was more work... which was really good. I had something of a turnaround and am feeling much better than earlier this week. This and that fantastic book (The Shadow of the Wind) really made all the difference. That and that I've done a pretty good job so far of cutting out all the people from my life who cause problems without much thought or effort. Dro hasn't phoned me so I haven't talked to him lately. Steve doesn't want me around so I'm scarce. Harry hasn't been in my life for a while anyway. And Tom well... I haven't seen him. I gave him a call this evening and basically let him talk. I think he probably got the impression that I wasn't too interested in him. Just a friendly "how are you doing? Now neither of us can say I'm ignoring you.". Believe it or not I think this might just work.
Math Tom came over to watch movies on Sun. and Kerry/my dad had a psycho at me... No one cared for the movies (they were just about the nature of human existence... you know, routine stuff, deathly boring) except me. I was so tired and just wanted to curl up in Tom's arms (almost anyone would do) but I was good and held myself back as per usual. He left and we promised to catch up soon.
Monday I went to Subi with Kate. The intention being we would have lunch, buy me a copy of the Tempest and go back to hers to do some work. Lunch was fine, we did that well enough. I couldn't find the Tempest anywhere so I bought two fabulous books instead: Urge by Gabriel Morresey (a fantastic sex book/guide/thingey I recommend it) and The Shadow of the Wind (Just great, amazing... full of wonders!). Kate bought a Cosmo so instead of working I read that... Still a productive day for relaxing.
Today was more work... which was really good. I had something of a turnaround and am feeling much better than earlier this week. This and that fantastic book (The Shadow of the Wind) really made all the difference. That and that I've done a pretty good job so far of cutting out all the people from my life who cause problems without much thought or effort. Dro hasn't phoned me so I haven't talked to him lately. Steve doesn't want me around so I'm scarce. Harry hasn't been in my life for a while anyway. And Tom well... I haven't seen him. I gave him a call this evening and basically let him talk. I think he probably got the impression that I wasn't too interested in him. Just a friendly "how are you doing? Now neither of us can say I'm ignoring you.". Believe it or not I think this might just work.