It has been FOREVER
Hola...i haven't written in well...years.... well I'm in College now. I am at UAB and i'm majoring in Nuclear Medicine Technology. I have met the Love of my life. His name is Michael. I could not ask for a better man!
Things in my life are less than perfect right now. The past semesters at UAB have been pretty bad. Sure there are high points but there are also a WHOLE lot of LOWS...I've been thru PSYCHO boyfriends, backstabbing friends, deaths, etc etc etc. But hey...that's life...My Lord is keeping me on my feet! Actually tomorrow i go to see a surgeon. yeah...see i have this random knot in my left breast....but w/e it is i know that God is gonna take care of me. Am i scared? oh yeah....you better believe it.
My stomach sinks everytime i think about that mass...but.....fear is not from God....you know sometimes i get so beaten down i think...."i can't do this!!!" but then i think...."yeah, yes i can!" because i know that there are a heck of a lot of other ppl that would have already given up. I am who i am because of the trials that i've been through. My faith is VERY strong...BECAUSE of what i've been through. so this...ha! yeah satan is just trying again...but you know i just laugh in his face! you can hit me , knock me down, and beat me...but you can't take away my faith. The more he throws at me...the more i cling to my God! So really, he is making my faith stronger...not weaker....looks like it is backfiring.
You know for the past few months God has been silent with me. That scared me...no , i was terrified! I rely so FULLY on God that when i couldn't hear Him and couldn't see where He was trying to lead me....I was scared out of my mind. But now....I hear Him again...He is leading me somewhere...not sure quite yet...I think that i may have an idea...and i'm so excited. Our Lord is SOO good.Don't forget that.....ever ever.....
Anyway....i probably need to be wrappin this thing up...i really just wanted to write because well ... i'm a bit older now....be 20 in March...gosh....that is so weird....I'm not gonna be a teenager anymore....Instead of being a very childish follower....Now i'm gonna be a Woman of God.... wow.... I don't know where He is gonna take me, but I sure am excited about it.....This is gonna be good!