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so i figured since i haven't updated in about a month i should.
school started yesterday. it's weird being the oldest. everything i go to i'm expecting to see my college friends at, and when i don't it's a hit to the core. orchestra was painful. i seriously expected rachel and catherine to come in late, and i had no idea what to do without them to laugh at people with. sitting in calculus is so weird without my math buddies after three years straight with them. i just have no idea what i'm doing. everyone is leaving for college and in addition to me missing them i just hate the idea that i'm not going too. everytime someone posts pictures of their dorm on facebook i hate high school just a little bit more. all i want is for january to come.
school started yesterday. it's weird being the oldest. everything i go to i'm expecting to see my college friends at, and when i don't it's a hit to the core. orchestra was painful. i seriously expected rachel and catherine to come in late, and i had no idea what to do without them to laugh at people with. sitting in calculus is so weird without my math buddies after three years straight with them. i just have no idea what i'm doing. everyone is leaving for college and in addition to me missing them i just hate the idea that i'm not going too. everytime someone posts pictures of their dorm on facebook i hate high school just a little bit more. all i want is for january to come.