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yesterday was mucho good..My ankle felt really good, so that was good..I walked on it for most of the day..maybe not a good thing, but oh well..I showed Colleen where I used to live in Detroit and my old school and stuff. The old neighboorhood is looking pretty good these days...When I took some pictures last summer I counted like 6 abandoned
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and yes I am avoiding you, but thats because I don't want to mess this up anymore..I don't know what to say and you always take everything I say to heart so yeah...we have both said stupid and done stupid thing and im just tired..I know that you are, too..Iv'e been super-stressed out latey with the failings Ive had trying to fix my ankle, emilio quitting, and what felt like a stroke on the left side of my body..I just dunno how to deal with this at all..
It would be awakward and you know it..weve both said how weird it is for us when we try chatting and we dunno what to even talk about..when we used to go on for hours about anything..I'm sorry that I made you feel like shit cause I sure didn't mean to....contrary to what I said..I really didn't mean to say that..and Carlie responed to a comment I left I your journal..
What I meant when I said "I couldn't tell you what you wanted to hear all the time" was that our friendship/relationship wasn't going to be perfect and yes I'm sure I would have gotten mad at you and said things that I didn't mean but thats because we are human..It seems like what you wanted is someone who wasn't going to yell at you or tell you you wrong when you are...I can't do that...I'm not saying that all we would have done was fought, but we would have surely sometimes..and I wasn't trying to hurt you, but I'm done making excuses esp if you arent going to beleive me..
and i do care, but I don't even know where to start..thats why Ive been so distant..If I tried to to im you would you even want to talk back? idk..I dont have any problems with you tho..none at all..i just don't even know what to do or where to start from and I dont want to hurt you anymore even if I didn't mean to..
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