Dec 10, 2008 15:23
so....i still have one of these....
im not sure how i feel about that.
I read so many of my old posts a couple of nights ago.
I used to be so dedicated..and oh man, i was awful
but some things i wrote scare me. scare me because i still feel that way, scare me because this is something that im realising i will have to deal with forever, its not just a phase or anything......and im never sure have found an appropriate way to "just deal"
hahaha, i still write in oddly vague terms. o man
life,
depression,
old posts