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College shit is driving me crazy. There is no school like Prescott. The more I search the more I reealize it. If only my sexual oriantation wasn't an issue. I don't want to isolate myself. but I'm afraid I will in an atmosphere where being gay or bi is seriously uncommon. Everyone I talked to said homophobia really isn't the issue. I dunno how I feel about all of it. Enough thinking about it for now. I think ultemetly I may have to give it a chance. (it's to wonderfull to not at least try and make it work.
Ive been so emotional lately. Conner is in two of my classes and his "suck it up way of life" is so agrivating. He reminds me a little bit of my brother so although I dissagree about so many things that both of them think I can understand him better than I would have if I didnt have my brother. So I kinda like him (only is a non sexual way) Anway a lot of the class doesnt like the book we're reading and I find it so dense and we spend a lot of time reading books about racial issues. It's out casts in lit so I think we should be exploring many many more outcasts. I left the room in tears. It's rediculous.
During driving was the worst. I did one small thing wrong and MR. G got so nasty and demeaning. I got so stressed I kept making mistakes after that. Finally again about to cry I said "I can't do this, I can't drive like this, im too stressed." So I sat in the back and cryed. that was supose to be my last lesson. It's soooo stupid. I'm a mess,LOL
Basically if you don't want me to cry don't mention anything having to do with anything. I think its also menstral. I know the guys love that word-menstral (sorry bout that)
Hanna
Ive been so emotional lately. Conner is in two of my classes and his "suck it up way of life" is so agrivating. He reminds me a little bit of my brother so although I dissagree about so many things that both of them think I can understand him better than I would have if I didnt have my brother. So I kinda like him (only is a non sexual way) Anway a lot of the class doesnt like the book we're reading and I find it so dense and we spend a lot of time reading books about racial issues. It's out casts in lit so I think we should be exploring many many more outcasts. I left the room in tears. It's rediculous.
During driving was the worst. I did one small thing wrong and MR. G got so nasty and demeaning. I got so stressed I kept making mistakes after that. Finally again about to cry I said "I can't do this, I can't drive like this, im too stressed." So I sat in the back and cryed. that was supose to be my last lesson. It's soooo stupid. I'm a mess,LOL
Basically if you don't want me to cry don't mention anything having to do with anything. I think its also menstral. I know the guys love that word-menstral (sorry bout that)
Hanna