Jan 27, 2006 17:22
so i didn't mention that when i picked up gareth from the airport i got another speeding ticket on the way back which i really didn't need. but it was ridiculous and i have never been treated that way before by a police officer. they pulled up behind me and tailed me so i moved over not knowing who it was but being a curteous driver. they dont' pass. we're coming up on a car so i pull back over speed up and move over again...they still don't pass. they pull behind me again still tailing me. about a mile or so has gone by and we are now in a 45 instead of a 55. then their lights come on. they say i'm going 73 in a 45!!!!!! what!!! then they make us wait 20 min. to give me my ticket and they charge me for not having the correct title. which i have in my car but the lady says i have to take it up in court. fucking BITCH. so ne ways after that horrible experience i tell gareth i need him to come to court with me to help me and he says sorry amanda u haven't got a chance. ok so maybe i won't get the ticket taken away but i felt really harrassed. and i didn't deserve a ticket for 73 in a 45 and i didn't deserve the title charge. but hey gareth u say ur my best friend why aren't u there for me? why don't u just say ok amanda i will help you. especially since he was the reason i was there and the reason why i was speeding (he was sick but he didn't want me to stop anywhere). this got me to thinking. i have never asked gareth for anything. and he has treated me so badly in the past and i always forgive him and all he says is sorry and then he does it again. so he obviously doesn't mean it. and i have always been there for him when he has needed something....numerous times. and all i ask him for is this and he can't even do that. so i don't see him for awhile and work shit out but someone has told him that i am upset with him so he calls me at 2 AM and tells me that i have to tell him whats wrong and that i need to get overmyself. i hang up. the next day he apologizes once again and i ask him to never speak to me like that again. at this point i haven't spoken to him in like a week really. a couple nights later we are at the soccer guys house and i am already pissed off...another great story when gareth starts yelling at me telling me to grow up and some other stuff out of the middle of nowhere! so this is all building up and i say gareth i don't think we should be friends ne more so he tells me to fuck myself and walks away. well the next night we all go to the club. who is the first person i see but gareth. he starts to try talking to me about why i don't want to be his friend but i can't believe he is even asking me this and i try to walk away. well me and melissa and this other girl ashley are standing there and we feel something wet on us but i'm thinking its just beer or something. melissa says i think someone's spitting on us so we look over and gerald says he did it. so i just turn away. then paulie comes up and says amanda u need to leave i just saw gareth spit on you and i have never seen him like this before. i say where do u expect me to go. everyone who is around me is my friend and the people who drove me aren't even inside yet let alone ready to leave. so then gareth comes up and tries to talk to me again saying stupid shit and i see hemal. i try to get him to walk away from me becuz i really need a friend but he just says go talk to gareth. another big let down. so then i start dancing with some kid gareth comes up and scares the kid away so i walk back to the bar. demar says i'm sorry sweetie i love you but i can't talk to you becuz i love gazz. then i'm talking to gerald and gareth comes up and says why are you talking to her she's not our friend. so i just walk away.....what am i supposed to do at this point? i try to call brandon to come pick me up but he doesn't answer. no one at the club is anywhere near leaving. so i'm just sitting there and gareth comes up and tries to talk to me again. i tell him that we will talk tomorrow but he won't leave me alone. luckily his group of people is leaving and then we leave. freaking worst night of my life. the next day me and gareth talk but we're not gonna be friends ne more. it's over.